Lildisnie [My blog] » Random Thoughts

P.S I love you

Lildisnie — Fri, 26 Mar 2010 08:17:53 +0000

It is this feeling you experience it people say..I say no, I feel it deep down in my heart.

Its like listening to a song that will want to make you close your eyes and forget about the world around you….

Its like this movie you watch and when you come out of it, you are still not out of it, you are in this world of your own and you can see that there is so much love all around you and so much within you….

Its like these thoughts that run on your head thinking about that one person and you cannot see or hear anything around you except that one person

Its like this presence that you feel around you, you know you are imagining but you don’t think that it is weird at all….

Its this precious feeling that will make you feel like the luckiest person on earth….

I think its love and I think I’m in love

Truly Madly Deeply

“A day” in Married Life

Lildisnie — Fri, 15 Jan 2010 04:15:11 +0000

Well, for the ones who did not know (which might not be a lot of you) I got married on Dec 4th 2009.

And then a new journey.. wait..why do they say new journey?? For some reason I feel it was normal untill that “A Day” that am gonna write about. It was exactly then that I felt that I’m Married.

It goes like this…

6:00 AM : In Bed. Alarm went on.
6:01 AM : Got out of bed into the kitchen straight.
6:10 AM : Coffee is ready for Hubby.
6:11 AM : Back to the bedroom. Woke up hubby. Gave him Coffee and back to the kitchen
6:20 AM : Hot water ready for a shower. Done with washing utensils. Done making break fast for Hubby (just oats but still counts)
6:45 AM : Out of the shower. Got dressed. Waiting for the Cab.
6:55 AM : Good bye to Hubby. In the Cab.
7:30 AM : At office.
5:00 PM : Stepped out of office.
6:00 PM : Reached home. Hello Hubby.
6:20 PM : Relaxation time.
7:00 PM : Swept the house. Washed clothes in the machine (to guide your imagination).
7:15 PM : Visited parents with Hubby. Had fun.
8:00 PM : Back home. (5 min drive)
9:00 PM : Made Chicken (for hubby, hez a pure non-vegeterian), Rotis and Beans curry(for me am a pure veggie).
10:00 PM : Washed the unclean vessels.
10:30 PM : Back to bed. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz……….

and there it was ….a very perfectly normal and mechanical day as it might sound for anyone who is married but it was the one day that made me feel that am married.

Sometimes it is very important to enjoy even the smallest things we do in life, does make our life very cheerful.

Adios

Wedding planner

Lildisnie — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 08:09:27 +0000

I really think I should become one.

I know a lot of people told me this when I was helping them out with their weddings, but something thats hitting me now that no one except me knows it the best on where and how to get things done for a wedding. Yeah you will see all that at my wedding

Anyways.. I was like always Google-ing on where to start and finding resources a few months back, sad that there aint a lot of help there, I mean specific to Indian weddings. So I thot I will come up with one.

I’m documenting everything that is being planned and will publish a planner(in a week).

woh intezaaar

Lildisnie — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 17:40:56 +0000

woh phool kya hain jiss ki khushboo nahin

woh badal kya hain jho garajthe nahin

woh wada kya hain jho nibha nahin sakthe

woh pyaar kya hain jho dikha nahin sakthe

Head’s Up

Lildisnie — Fri, 17 Jul 2009 03:45:27 +0000

I’m becoming very very lazy ..

I promised a post today but ohh damn all the shopping I had to do ..

Ohh btw.. the wedding shopping officially started today and the feeling is “ecstasy”

Pending posts in my Drafts

A visit to the “To be” In-laws
My first Audition
India Version of Moment of Truth – How much can we face it ?

I promise myself (and also Vivee) I will finish my posts as planned on tym

Ciao…off to dremas.

Wishlist- On demand!!!

Lildisnie — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 07:50:54 +0000

Well,

For the ones who bugged me to death to write this post…..

a list of things on my “have to shop for” list….

Personal dairy with glitter pens, a really cool , funky, girly with flowers and all that
Fast track watch , anything funky will do
Sourav Ganguly’s poster, high resolution. I tried looking for it every where, they all are taken
White bag/purse…Err wait .. I got that one .. and totally love it Thanks
Nail polish [only branded and no pink and red please] – Any day thats the perfect gift for me!!
A Wallet, uff am dying for this one, people who promised me to get this one knows what kind am looking for so will leave this one to them
A huuuuuggggggeeeeeeeeeeee Stuffed toy, actually mt brother promised me to get me this one.

am anyways going to end up buying them if I will not get one.. so don’t bother

A lost friend……

Lildisnie — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 05:10:52 +0000

My true story

“Once there held a Great Exhibition, and there were large crowds, numerous stalls, great food, lots of amusement, bright lighting and its everyone’s dream to have a look of it….

and there lived two Friends who always wanted to share everything goodthings, badthings, sorrows, happiness and everything….

One fine day these two friends planned to go to the exhibition and went ahead…and there was huge rush….

Both entered the Gate, the security person allowed them into …. happily got hold of each others hand and enjoying every moment,

All of a sudden the joy ride train came in between and the girl was forced to leave the hand of the boy…

and after a moment the girl was missing from sight and both of them unknowingly parted ways just trying to find each other….

Both of them are in the exhibition but not at all enjoying anything…but the eyes were searching for the lost friend….

Occassionally one of them spotted the other, but their cry not reached the other, and without their willingness they were forced to move with the crowd…..

Hrs together passed away and ultimately both of them came out from the exit gate…where they could catch hold of their hands again…

Both of them wept and thanked God that they could trace each other….. and again planned to enter the Exhibition….

But ….the Security Guard refused the entry saying that the ticket is valid only for once….

and immediately both of them decided to buy a new ticket since it was their dream to see the exhibition together…..

but the counter was closed saying that the entry time is out…..”

Sometimes life gets to uncertain and painful, I only wonder if the counter will ever be open and If I will ever get to be with my friend, afterall you only have one lifetime.

the “precious” feeling

Lildisnie — Wed, 27 May 2009 14:02:59 +0000

I lost it !!!

the feeling that am precious the only feeling that kept me going ..

I’m in process of getting the feeling back !!!

I really don’t know how to..

but to start of a “tattoo” will do

I’m on my way to get a tattoo done !!!

A lil nervous.. but excited too

Undoing people

Lildisnie — Tue, 05 May 2009 04:32:55 +0000

I thought this is something that I will never be able to do in life…

I always strongly believed that people come into your life for a reason and are precious and should not exit no matter what. Suprisingly all of them whom I loved, I never parted ways with them, I figured out a way to keep them if not at the same level of “closeness”.

But as time passed by I realised the importance of letting people go and letting them go for Good. And I did.

I undid three people in the last two weeks outta ma Facebook, Orkut and where not. Sad thing is not yet from my life, thats due. Let’s see if they work it out for their good !!!

Alt Ctrl Del

Lildisnie — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 17:39:08 +0000

Life needed a break !!

and this time it got a lil worst then ever !!

When you are in “that” place where your brains (yes plural) are out of your control and cannot find a way out, a friend comes in handy.

Sit down with that person, throw everything on your head out and you will get that will to work things out, but I cannot promise you will get a fiend who will not judge you and will accept you with the way you are.. (with all the madness insdie your head) ..not everyone is as lucky as me ..(In case you want to talk .. am listening !!! )

Taking off from wok for couple of days .. will chill out iron some processes in my head.. and am sure I will be good to go