10 things I hate about myself
10 things I hate about myself !!!
1. I changed. I changed so much in the last 10 years !! .. OMG I wish I can be the one that I was exactly 10 years from now. I used to smile and laugh a lot more than what I do now.
2. There is no “exit” door for my heart. Once you enter in there, no matter what!!!! your place is still there, even if we wont talk to each other for the rest of our lives. I think its high time I get one made.. looking for a good carpenter. Sigh!!!
3. I never “let go” of things. If I want/like/love something it takes forever for me to let go of the things I CAN’T get.
4. My mind is super lazy. It will get into the sleep mode without any reason and notification and hell I have to deal with it and it effects all my appointmens.
5. I’m very bad at keeping my promises on time.I’m pathetic at this one !!!
6. Food is my biggest temptation. The toughes thing I have to do is share my favourite food with people around. I get very selfish.
7. I don’t drive my car. If getting the liscence was one of the biggest achievements as I always thot, hitting 100 speed was another one. But the get freaked out the minute I sit in the drivers seat and give up!!!
8. My desk/cupboard ‘s are always in a mess. I end up cleaning them up every now and then and they get back to the same old crappy state!!!
9. Can’t accept my mistakes. I’m open for feedback yes, but can’t accept that I’m wrong. Doen’t apply to all situations but ya sometimes I try my best to get around and escape the situation rather than face that its my fault. I guess you can say I try to find an easy way out !!!
10. Deliberate thinking. Last one but the one thing I hate myself the most for. These so called “imaginations” are evil, pure evil. People who know me really well will be shocked and can not even imagine that “I” can think so evil and mean and that too about my loved ones. I think I’m suffering with some serious physcological disorder.
11. Over- do. I tend to over do things once a while. Do “more” than whats required (see I din’t stop at 10 did I?)
12. My grammer and spelling suck. I have to count on spell check even for words like “realise” , “dial” , I’m always confused between “quite” / “quiet” , “lose”/”loose”.
8 Responses to “10 things I hate about myself”
Comment from Viv
Time March 6, 2009 at 12:07 pm
Oh, you’re too messed up lady! 
Jus kidding, don’t worry. Now that u know, may be u can work on some things! 
Comment from Lildisnie
Time March 6, 2009 at 12:41 pm
Yaaa I know am messed up…but I don’t care coz ppl around me love me inspite of all these things
Work on them ?? we will see .. din’t you read a bout a lazy mind there 
Comment from Krishnam Kosuri
Time March 6, 2009 at 1:16 pm
I can’t agree with u on number 4. You say you are super lazy but you still have patience and energy to jot down 12 of many things you observed abt urself.
Comment from Lildisnie
Time March 6, 2009 at 1:28 pm
I had this post on my to do list for almost a month so that should tell you
Comment from vineela
Time August 11, 2009 at 9:05 am
i loved no.2- “the no exit door”
i luv u for dat..n i wish u ll never find a carpenter!!
Comment from Lildisnie
Time August 11, 2009 at 9:29 am
hehehhe
I know.. i don’t think no one ever make an exit door for my heart..
good for people like u naah
Lets catch up sometym baby
Comment from Lildisnie
Time March 6, 2009 at 9:44 am
The “10 things I love about myself” is on its way